October 2010
ihavetogoreturnsomevideotapes:
i listened to like 2 seconds of this and was like deffo have t reblogg amazing voice <3
omg, this is amazing <3
HOLY CRAP, whose voice is that?
This is amazing.
instant reblog.(:
Sometimes I get jealous just thinking about the possibility that someone else could make you happier than I ever could. Make you smile more than I. Make you laugh more than I. I know it’s just my insecurities, they tend to act up here and there. It’s a normal feeling.
I know that I’m not the prettiest, smartest, or most fun and exciting, but I do know that no matter what, I love you to the best of my ability and with all of my heart.
the bad side:its for the stupidest reasons.
the good side:i dont go all crazy.
i HATE IT SOO MUCH.
when i think i find the coolest thing ever
or something
&i tell someone about it & theyre just like,
oh,i already knew that.
or
you didnt know!?!
fuck you then!
i aint telling you shit anymore;P
-ohhaaay!
-whatsuup?(;
-yes
-the class field trip ;D to europe! &new wark,NJ (:
-the first time i met him{:
-the first time i slept in his arrms:D<3
-my first times for everything(:
hm,
-chocolate
-cesar vargas>.< (he’s a thing!)
-technology (fone,mp3,laptop..etc:D)
-light.
-books
-markers
i neever get tired of these songs:
-electric feel-MGMT
-turn on me-the shins
-erase me-kid cudi
-trying to find a balance-atmosphere
-come on eileen-dexy’s midnight runners
-too too too fast-ra ra riot!
but i think im not.
i dont have different clothes every single day.
i dont even own a lot of things.
its called mixing up things and not wearing one thing until after 4days to one year later.
i dont go shopping a lot.
im not even expensive!
the most expensive thing i’ve ever bought were some extensions for $30.
everything else is BELOW that.
being materialistic is constantly buying things and having something different each day.
im still myself.
kinda.
i use to be funnier&less stressful.
but its only momentarily.
recently,
ive also been dressing more..
girly you can say.
BUT NO PINK!
i hate that color.always have-_-
aha.
but yeaah,
it doesnt mean im changing conceided/blahblah,.
im still jenny.
i was supposed to go to AIDS walk..
it didnt happen because my mother said no.
i tried to argue about it because i really wanted to go but she didnt let me://
i cried cause i had been planning to go&stuff.
but yeah,it sucked.
thankfuuullly!
that afternoon,i was able to go out with my cesarin<3
tooo,san pedro beach/ocean?(x
it was great<3
despite the rocks that were oh so difficult to walk over:P
i’ll post all the pictures in a bit.
oh!&aha in the car,i told him my fone was dying!
&he told me i would regret it.
i didnt ask him why and i didnt know why.
i didnt even know where we were going(x
we got there &i understood why,
we were going to the ocean/beach!idk which one it was haha.
but yeaah i DID regret it:/
i have some pictures…